Goodbye, Mr. Brevard.

hello, addicts.  it's been almost a month since i wrote.  if there's anyone out there actually reading this...if there's anyone who actually cares...i'm sorry it's been so long.

well, christmas[kwanzaa for me]is upon us.  i am super, SUPER broke.  i always go all out(as much as i can) for the friends and family during the holidays.  i'm wondering about now whether it's because i love the season and i love them, or if i'm programmed by the government to spend spend spend like a good little citizen and "help boost the failing economy".  i assume it's a lot of one and a little of the other.

aaaaaaaaaaanyway...

ahh, travis lennon brevard.  why are you leaving me?  i know that our friendship is young, but i love spending time with you, and i will miss you sorely.  i know that you got an awesome gig that makes you happy, and please don't mistake my missing you and wanting you to stay as not being happy as hell for you...but i will miss you.

i will miss our diner talks.  i will miss the way you drive.  i will miss the way you laugh.  i will miss the way you smile.  i will miss arguing with you about your heritage and your outlook on things.  i will miss your ears.  i will miss learning something new about you every time we're together.  i will miss your ears.  i know, i know, i said it already, but this is MY fucking blog. :)

ugh.

i will miss you, travis.